there is a lot of stupid stuff happening in my life that's saddening...but the saddest (and sillyest) thing (for me anyway)is My christmas wish list.

what's sad about that? well the fact that i have one makes me sad!!!

why? becouse i've never needed one before. up untill the biggining of this year i'd save up my money and buy my manga when it came out, so i never had any i wnted come christmas time. but now we're haveing money troubles(who ins't?) and with out money i can't buy my manga. i also just got into video games this year and vidoe games cost alot of money. no money = no manga and video game = a christmas wish list... then there's THIS!!!! [link] It's...it's beautifull!!! i'm not one for acten figers or stuff like that but! It's Hades Shun!!!! i want it!! but onces again no money = no hades shun.....

in the past when ever someone asked me what i wanted i would always say "suprise me~!!" (it drove everyone up the wall yes i'm evil but i always love what ever i get!!)but now i no longer have that pleaser....

....... wow now i know why everyone rants in their journal...it feels good to let it all out~!! well that's all for now folks!! TTYL!!!